Test all done and the holidays begin unfortunately is not the “holidays” I’m looking forward for. As always is assignments, assignments and more assignments. Who wouldn’t give this much other than tertiary education, It would be a lie to say that polytechnic is all slack and no work and whoever who made that up certainly did not make it out a living in future.
I certainly got my work cut out these few weeks, I had problem that I could not solve and time which I do not have enough of. Much is to work as to the people around me, my friends show frustration as well others feel a breeze as if they were born for it and also a hand full of those who do not know what they want to become as do I.
I always thought that I could do much in IT but the more I learn the more I understand that there’s so much more than I have imagined. It drives me, yes it does but it also puts fear. Fear of which I would still not understand after 3 years, fear of which I could not overcome.
The 2 weeks is long but in time is not enough a New Year could either be as bright as day or as dark as night it all depends on me now. Other than work, there’s also things I have to settle to that organ that pumps my blood. She stirs too much and feel a sink every time.
So as for the holidays to say, I have my joy of giving already and as for the mistletoe and the new year under the fireworks, not this year.














































